My sweet Kaitlyn,
The day is approaching that my precious family will grow to 4. Although I absolutely can not wait to meet your little brother my heart knows that the time of "just the 3 of us" is slowly ticking away.
It's hard to imagine that I could love another little person as much as I love you. I have to admit that there have been great times of spoiling you rotten. The thought that you might have to share me with someone else.... is hard for me to wrap my head around.
What I am trying to say my precious baby girl is that I love you more than I ever knew I could love someone. You have taught me so many things about myself. You have made me such a better person.
You have made my heart ache to grow closer to Jesus. I want you to understand that He is all yours sweet girl, I pray that He captivates your heart at this very young age.
I want to be the best mommy I can to you. My life is so much sweeter with you in it and I count all the many blessings that I would have never known if there hadn't been you.
If there hadn't been you......I would never understand what it means to truly love someone, expecting nothing in return.
I If there hadn't been you.........I would not giggle near as often
If there hadn't been you.......I would never have realized that the "perfect day".... is really just the ordinary and sacred mixed into every moment
If there hadn't been you.......I would not have experienced the throbbing feeling in my heart when you are hurt or in pain
If there hadn't been you.......I would have never known the warmth and joy, the heartache, and satisfaction that God would entrust me with.
If there hadn't been you.......there would be far less pink in our house little princess
If there hadn't been you.....I would not smile while cleaning the fingerprints on the fridge or the spots on the glass where your little tongue has been
If there hadn't been you.......I would not appreciate the fun sidewalk chalk drawings on the back porch
If there hadn't been you.......I would not wait each morning (expectantly) for the pitter-patter of little feet running across the kitchen tile to snuggle in mommy and daddy's bed
If there hadn't been you.......I would not get so exited to teach you new things. I spend hours and hours thinking of ways to have fun with you and teach you all about God and his wonderful creation
If there hadn't been you......I would have never grown to love my sweet husband as your daddy. Watching him love on you melts my heart and my prayer is that you two grow to have the kind of relationship I had with my daddy
If there hadn't been you......I would not be near as excited to do it all over again; this time with your little brother and you right along side to be mommy's big helper
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much. I thank my Sweet Jesus for YOU Kaitlyn Nicole Bledsoe! My life would not be complete, if there hadn't been you!!